My holidays are nearly over... Twelve more days and another academic year will start I hate thinking about this but it just comes back over and over again. The worst part is that I'm actually going to Malinówka for 10 days... and there - without TV and Internet - by brain will have even more time to torture me with the vision of this new year and the upcoming Bachelor of Engineering that I should achieve this year. I'll have to take a lot of books keep myself busy....
Why am I going there? Well, it's actually something like a favor for a local art community - they buy me art materials and I help them find new sponsors by creating some works for them. I'm not satisfied with my art, but I feel better when I can actually make someone happier or, as in this case, help someone. Soo.. I'm not really hopeful... I just need to feel more confident about myself... And there no one will judge what I do and how I do it, because most of the people in this community are unprofessional and they just love what they do even if they suck - how beautiful is that I really need to feel that confident... because now everything is just wrong and I feel sick and tired.
I'm leaving on September 21st and coming back in the end of the month with - I hope - some better attitude.

Lately your support really made my days better... I can't thank you all enough. I'm very, very happy you actually find something interesting in my works... Thank you.

Karolina